Lyrics

Making bets that I’d be long gone. No restraints as far as I saw. Squirming like a pawn.
Strike at the source, I finally found my place. Oh shit, my life is failing: contribution none.
The shame remains, I’ll let it lead. I had to tell myself the best ain’t what I’d done.
The best is yet to come. I took my time back.

I’d welcome disappointment. I should have done this more than months ago.
And if I feel like an empty vessel gunning for a door.
Then it better be that I do it again.
When I quit again. When I quit again. When I quit again.

Just a test and failing’s common. Boxed in and friendship bombing. Squirming like a pawn.
Strike at the source, I finally found my place. Oh shit, my life is failing: contribution none.
The shame remains, I’ll let it lead. I had to tell myself the best ain’t what I’d done.
The best is yet to come. I took my time back.

I’d welcome disappointment. I should have done this more than months ago.
And if I feel like an empty vessel gunning for a door.
Then it better be that I do it again.
When I quit again.

Giving a shit is getting old, as is performing what I’m told. Goodbye to you.
And I feel like an empty vessel gunning for a door. I should’ve done this more than months ago.
I’d welcome disappointment.

Strike at the source, I finally found my place. Oh shit, my life is failing: contribution none.
So I made the decision to not feel so fucking lost.